Thursday, November 30, 2023

World Gone, Chapter 3: High Above the World

 

Hello, kiddies, and welcome to Chapter Three of  "World Gone". This chapter was finished a couple weeks ago, but I needed to change some things, and make some edits. I think you'll learn here that this "event" has happened on a much more massive level than just a small town in Iowa. Chapter four is also pretty much done, as is Chapter five. After that, and I guess you're waiting on me to finish the writing. Still, I hope you'll like what you read. And if you do read it... thank you. 

These are not people from my story, but they are falling... aren't they?


Chapter 3: High Above the World

As the airplane soared higher into the sky, leaving the Omaha airport and the worries of the world below, the angry businessman couldn't help but feel a strange mix of emotions. His journey to Southern California had begun, and with it, the anticipation of a weekend filled with excitement and adventure. Yet, beneath the surface, a nagging unease tugged at his thoughts.

The cabin of the plane buzzed with the low hum of engines, and the passengers settled into their seats, each lost in their own world. The businessman couldn't shake the feeling that something was amiss, something deeper than his usual undercurrent of anger.

He glanced around the aircraft, his gaze moving from one passenger to another. They were all in various stages of comfort, some reading books or watching in-flight movies, others engaged in hushed conversations. It struck him how diverse the world could be, even within the confines of this aluminum tube hurtling through the sky.

With a sigh, he stretched his legs out and yawned. The stress of preparing for this trip had left him feeling drained, and sleep seemed like an attractive escape from his turbulent thoughts. As he reclined his seat, he noticed a speck of lint clinging to the impeccable fabric of his expensive suit. He pinched it between his fingers, rolling it into a tiny ball before flicking it away.

The absurdity of his obsession with material possessions wasn't lost on him. He knew he spent too much on frivolous things (suits, watches, luxury cars) all in the pursuit of an image he thought he needed to project. The man he had become was a far cry from the young boy who had grown up dreaming of freedom and adventure. The boy that once clung to each page of Mark Twain's "Tom Sawyer", thinking he would have liked to have been friends with that young scamp.

As the airplane continued its ascent, the familiar sensation of weightlessness washed over him. He had logged countless hours in the air, and the novelty of flying had long since worn off. Being this high up, with nothing but clouds and open sky below, had become second nature. It was a reminder of the relentless pace of his life, always moving, always striving for more.

Somewhere behind him, a baby began to cry, a piercing wail that cut through the ambient noise of the cabin. "Figures," he muttered to himself, his irritation surfacing. He had never been fond of infants, and being on a plane with a crying baby was a particular torment. It was akin to being in hell, and having to have a long conversation with Rush Limbaugh.

The parents, undoubtedly frazzled by their child's distress, did little to soothe the baby's cries. Their indifference only added to his growing frustration. He didn't like kids, had never liked them. Even when he was a child himself, he hadn't liked who he was back then.

But as he settled back in his seat, determined to get some much-needed rest, the baby's cries served as a stark contrast to the turmoil churning within him. His thoughts circled back to the upcoming weekend in Southern California, where he hoped to leave behind the burdens of his daily life and fulfill a longing that had gnawed at him for years.

For all his material success and outward confidence, there was a lingering insecurity he couldn't escape; a sense of inadequacy that had haunted him for far too long. At 25 years old, he was still a virgin, an uncomfortable fact that gnawed at his self-esteem. He couldn't help but equate his sexual inexperience with a failure to achieve a fundamental aspect of adulthood.

The pursuit of wealth and success had consumed him, leaving little room for personal growth or self-discovery. But the prospect of an adventure in Southern California, with a woman he had never met but had communicated with online, had finally pushed him out of his comfort zone.

He yearned for this weekend to be the beginning of a new chapter in his life, a chance to shed the anger and frustration that had defined him for so long. The image of the sexy blonde he was to meet filled his mind, her allure symbolizing a world of possibilities beyond the confines of his past.

As he closed his eyes and drifted into slumber, the rumble of the airplane's engines became a soothing lullaby. He hoped that when he awoke, the journey would have transformed him, and he would finally embrace the man he had always wanted to be; a man unburdened by anger, free to explore the world and the mysteries of life.

In the fleeting moments before his consciousness surrendered to sleep, the angry businessman had drifted into a dreamless slumber. The hum of the plane's engines had cocooned him in a reassuring embrace, and he had let go of the tensions that had gripped him. But his peaceful reprieve was short-lived.

Abruptly, he was wrenched awake by a violent jolt, his body convulsing as if the earth itself had cracked open beneath him. Panic surged through his veins, a cold shock that pierced the grogginess of his mind. It was as if the airplane had just melted into nothingness, and left him and his fellow passengers plummeting to the ground below.

Around him, the once-tranquil cabin had transformed into a cacophony of chaos. Passengers screamed in sheer terror, their faces contorted with fear as they too hurtled towards an unknown fate. The businessman's thoughts raced, unable to grasp the horrifying reality unfolding before him.

The businessman's heart pounded in his chest as he plummeted through the open sky, his mind spinning in a whirlwind of panic and confusion. The world around him was a chaotic blur of screaming passengers, their faces contorted with terror, and the terrifying sensation of free fall.

"What in the hell happened?" he thought, desperately trying to make sense of the horrifying predicament. He craned his neck to look above him, only to be met with a sight that defied all reason. The airplane, the very vessel that had carried them moments ago, had vanished into thin air. It was as if it had never existed at all.

"Help my baby!" a woman's anguished cry pierced through the cacophony of chaos. She flailed about in a panic, clutching a bundle in her arms. Her terror mirrored the emotions coursing through the businessman's veins as he continued to plummet alongside his fellow passengers.

All logical thought vanished from his mind, replaced by an overwhelming sense of dread and disbelief. He screamed, not in anger as he was so accustomed to doing, but in sheer terror, his voice joining the chorus of cries echoing through the blue sky all around them.

As the ground rushed up to meet them, the businessman braced for the inevitable impact, his heart pounding in his chest. The descent had been swift and merciless, and the realization that he was hurtling towards his own demise gripped him with a paralyzing fear. But amidst all of this, what really horrified him was that there should have been roads, and homes, and civilization below him. Instead, there were only people. Hundreds of people, all of them naked.

But in the surreal blink of an eye, the fall came to an abrupt end. He crashed into a small, naked man, with a sickening thud. The impact was instantaneous, and the two of them lay lifeless on the featureless ground. For the businessman, sleep had come in the form of an eternal slumber from which he would never awaken.

Around him, more bodies fell, and each met with the same grisly fate as they collided with the ground. It was a horrifying scene, a nightmare that defied all explanation. The survivors who had been passengers on the ill-fated flight were now nothing more than lifeless forms, scattered across the desolate landscape.

Amidst the chaos, the dead bodies remained undisturbed, a haunting tableau of tragedy frozen in time. But beyond this gruesome sight, the land stretched out, empty and barren. Every trace of civilization had vanished, as if it had never existed. The houses, the businesses, the cars, the roads—all were gone, leaving behind an eerie emptiness that sent shivers down the spines of those who remained. The existence of humanity only in evidence by the people themselves, and not their numerous luxuries, commodities, and belongings. All that they had made was gone.

If not for the bewildered survivors, the land would have returned to nature, as if humanity had never left a mark. But the people who now stood in horrified silence were a testament to the existence of another reality, a reality that had inexplicably ended, and began anew as something that no longer held any creature comforts.

Questions swirled through their minds, but answers remained elusive. How had they arrived in this alternate reality? What had caused everything man made to disappear so totally, and so suddenly? And most importantly, was there any hope of returning to the world they had known?

As they stood on the precipice of the unknown, the survivors grappled with the incomprehensible. Their journey had taken an unimaginable turn, one that defied reason and explanation. In this new world, they would need to find the strength to confront the terrifying unknown and unravel the mysteries that lay ahead.

Wednesday, November 29, 2023

World Gone, Chapter 2: Lost In the New Unknown

Hello again, kiddies. This is the second chapter of the novel I'm working on, called "World Gone". By now you'll have figured out that everything man made has disappeared from our world, leaving the humans left to deal with this new challenge in their existence. Will they make it? Would we? Keep reading to find out more!

This is not the soil, or rocks from the story. But it could be, couldn't it?

The sensation of falling had been swift and disorienting. One moment, she had been comfortably nestled on the old brown couch with her baby in her arms, engrossed in the eerie world of Stephen King's storytelling. The next, the book had vanished from her hands, and she was plummeting into an abyss of darkness. Her heart raced as she descended, the world around her dissolving into nothingness.

By the time she hit the ground with a painful thud, her senses were still trying to catch up with the abrupt change. Dazed and disoriented, she clutched her baby boy tightly against her chest. Motherly instinct had kicked in, protecting her precious cargo even as her own body absorbed the impact.

As she lay there, gasping for breath and trying to shake off the shock, she began to take in her surroundings. The dim light filtering through what remained of the sky revealed that she was now in a deep dirt pit. Her house, the cozy two-bedroom home where she had spent countless hours, had vanished without a trace. It was as if the entire building, along with all its contents, had been sucked into an alternate dimension.

Her head throbbed with confusion and pain, and her newly sprained ankle throbbed with an acute ache. She winced as she assessed the extent of her injuries, unable to tear her gaze away from the surreal scene. A mixture of fear and disbelief coursed through her veins.

Water trickled steadily from a jagged hole in the pit's dirt wall, cascading in a steady stream. The ground beneath her feet turned to mud as the water mixed with the earth. It quickly became apparent that this mysterious hole was rapidly clogging up with the thick, viscous mud. The pit was closing in on her.

With great effort, she managed to sit up, wincing as her sprained ankle protested the movement. She gently laid her still-sleeping baby down on the damp earth beside her, ensuring he remained safe. Her maternal instincts were on high alert, a fierce determination to protect her child overriding her own pain and fear. She must protect her baby boy at any cost, from whatever the hell was going on.

The woman's mind raced as she tried to make sense of the situation. Panic threatened to consume her, but she pushed it aside, focusing on the immediate challenges at hand. First, she needed to find a way out of this pit. Then, she could begin to unravel the mysteries of her inexplicable predicament.

Casting her gaze upward, she saw the rim of the pit looming just above her. Although she couldn't be more than three feet underground, it would be a challenge to climb with her ankle the way that it was. There was also the small matter of getting the baby out with her. She decided it would be best to go to the dry side of the pit, and lay the baby down, while she worked her way up. 

When her and her husband had first moved to this small house, she had hated the fact that there was not a full sized basement, but only a crawl space. Today, however, she couldn't be more thankful of this fact. She was pretty sure she could reach down and scoop John out of the pit when she reached the top.

She limped painfully to the opposite side of the pit, and with a carefulness that only a mother could muster, she laid John down on a mound of dirt that was at least a couple feet higher than the rest of the pit. Maybe from here she could reach down and pull him up.

It was a daunting climb, especially with her injured ankle, but she knew she had to try. She couldn't afford to stay trapped in this eerie, underground world. Summoning every ounce of strength, she began to pull herself up the incline, hand over hand.

Her progress was slow, and the dirt made each movement an arduous task. The walls of the pit seemed to close in on her as she ascended, and she couldn't help but feel a growing sense of claustrophobia. She knew she had to hurry; whatever was going on in the rest of the world, her immediate world was full of confusion and chaos. Hopefully there were answers out of the pit.

The seconds ticked by like hours, and exhaustion gnawed at her. She found herself back on the dirt floor more than a few times. Just when she felt she might give in to despair, her fingers finally found purchase on the rim of the pit. With a final, desperate heave, she pulled herself over the edge and collapsed onto solid ground.

Gasping for breath and covered in dirt, she lay there for a moment, her heart pounding with the adrenaline of her escape. She couldn't help but wonder what had become of her home, her husband, and the life she had known. Panic and uncertainty swirled in her mind like a turbulent storm.

But she couldn't afford to dwell on those thoughts, not with her baby boy still lying in the pit below. Gathering her strength, she pulled herself around, and reached as far as she could. Panicked, she realized that he was just out of reach. She could touch his hand, but could not get a good grip on him. Her heart broke when started crying out into the night. He had to be just as scared as she was. 

With a frantic, desperate effort, she reached down and grabbed her baby, pulling him by his hand. She did her best to raise him slowly, and as gingerly as possible. Luckily she was able to get him up out of the pit, and pulled her crying son in close to her. It was cold out, not freezing, but certainly not the kind of weather that you wanted to be outside without clothing. But now she found herself and her baby without clothing. She had no idea what was going on, but at the moment she needed to find a way to keep John warm.

She stood up very slowly, being careful of her throbbing ankle, and took first a tentative step, and then another. As she stumbled away from the pit, the woman took in her new surroundings. She found herself in a desolate landscape, a barren and unfamiliar wilderness stretching out in all directions. There were no signs of civilization, no familiar landmarks to guide her way. It was as if she had been transported to an entirely different world. She could hear yelling, and screams all around her, but these things barely registered in her frazzled, and frightened mind. Neither did the fact that she was completely nude, and holding a completely nude baby. Their clothes must have also been consumed by whatever was happening.

The sun hung low on the horizon, casting long shadows across the alien landscape. She knew she needed to find shelter, food, and water. Her baby's well-being depended on it. With determination burning in her eyes, she set off into the unknown, her heart heavy with worry for her husband, her old life, and the mysteries that now surrounded her.

As the woman walked through the strange and desolate landscape, her thoughts returned to her husband, who should have been returning from his two-week business trip. She missed him deeply, and her heart ached at the thought of him being separated from them in this strange place. She couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy that he had spent the past two weeks away, while she was now trapped in this unfathomable world.

Despite her jealousy, she loved him dearly, and the thought of losing him was unbearable. She couldn't help but reflect on the strange wish she had made earlier, back in the comfort of their home, as she had read about the misfortunes of the characters in Stephen King's book. She had wished for her husband to lose his wife, never truly understanding the weight of those words until now.

Life had always been a challenging journey, filled with its ups and downs. However, the sudden and inexplicable turn of events had left her feeling adrift in a sea of uncertainty. As she walked through the unknown wilderness with her baby in her arms, she couldn't help but question the nature of this reality and wonder what lay ahead on this strange and perilous journey.


World Gone, Chapter 1: Vanishing Roads

Hello kiddies, I thought I'd amuse only myself, and post the first chapter to the book that I am slowly working on. For the first time, I know pretty much everything that is going to happen, so that's exciting for me. This is a science-fiction, mystery sort of story. I hope you like it. The book is called "World Gone", and Chapter one is called "Vanishing Roads".

This is not the road from the story. This is just a road. A road in Any-Town USA.


Chapter One: Vanishing Roads

As the tires hummed against the pavement, the man glanced at the rearview mirror, his eyes reflecting the weariness of countless miles traveled. A dust-covered cowboy hat shaded his weathered face, but the lines etched into his skin told stories of both laughter and sorrow. He navigated the road with the ease of someone who had memorized every twist and turn, the truck's engine humming in sync with his thoughts. He had traveled this path many times over the years; so often that part of him thinks he could make the drive with his eyes closed.

The sun dipped lower, casting long shadows across the landscape. The rhythmic beating of the truck's heart – its engine – resonated with the tunes emanating from the radio. If you were in his truck, you got to hear Rush. All the time. Every minute of every drive. He had always been a huge Rush fan, and could play each and every song in his head. Still, listening with his ears was even better. Loudly.

Through cracked windows, the scent of the open fields mingled with memories, a heady mixture that took him back to moments of triumph and defeat. The truck's dashboard held relics of the past – a collection of trinkets, faded photographs, and a road map worn at the creases, charting the routes of countless adventures.

As the night descended, stars emerged like scattered diamonds against the dark canvas of the sky. The man's gaze shifted from the road to the heavens, a moment of reflection interrupted only by the occasional flicker of passing headlights. The open road held a certain allure, a promise of home, family, and a home cooked meal.

In the quiet solitude of the cab, he found solace. The road was his sanctuary, a place where he could leave behind the complexities of life and simply be. The pick-up truck, though worn and weathered, carried the essence of his journey – a testament to resilience, endurance, and the enduring spirit of the open road.

The truck's tires hummed in harmony with the music, creating a soundtrack for his contemplation. The dashboard reflected the glow of the CD player's display, showcasing the track information as he navigated through the open expanse of the night.

The lyrics of Neil Peart seemed to echo his own sentiments, weaving a narrative that resonated with the complexities of human relationships. The power of the music, coupled with the steady purr of the engine, became a conduit for introspection. The open road, like an endless therapist, bore witness to his musings.

As the next track began, he thought about the choices that had led him to this point. The worn map on the dashboard symbolized not only physical journeys but the emotional ones he had undertaken. Each song was a bookmark in the story of his life, a melodic diary that chronicled the highs and lows.

The night pressed on, and the man's gaze returned to the road ahead. The headlights cut through the darkness, revealing only a fraction of what lay beyond. The uncertainty mirrored the ambiguity in his heart, torn between the familiar comfort of the road and the complexities of his relationships.

With a sigh, he turned the volume down, the music fading into the background. In the quiet lull, the engine's hum took center stage. The open road stretched endlessly, a metaphor for the possibilities that lay ahead. The man, lost in thought, continued his journey through the night – a lone traveler in search of both answers and peace. A peace that he was sure to find in his wife.

The truck, once a steadfast companion on the open road, suddenly vanished, spilling him to the dirt below. The engine's hum, the comforting sound that accompanied him on countless journeys, was now gone in an instant. The familiar twists and turns of the road disappeared into nothingness, and only a dirt ditch was left behind.

His mind raced to make sense of the surreal shift. Was it a dream, a hallucination brought on by fatigue and introspection? The music that had once been playing in the truck was replaced by a man screaming. It took him a moment to realize that the screams were his own.

Through the disintegration of reality, he glimpsed fragments of his past and present. The faces of his baby boy, and beautiful wife appeared like flickering apparitions, their images wavering between clarity and distortion. The unease that had crept in earlier intensified, a knot tightening in the pit of his stomach.

Desperation clawed at him as he tried to regain control. He called out in pain, but his voice echoed back, hollow and unanswered. He tried to scan his surroundings for some sign of his truck, but it was gone, almost as if it had never existed in the first place.

In the midst of this metaphysical chaos, a sense of vulnerability washed over him. The uncertainties he harbored about his relationships and the choices he'd made seemed magnified in this surreal space. He grappled with the intangible, reaching without thinking, for a steering wheel that had been there only a moment before, as if muscle memory knew what his hands should be doing.

Through the confusion of his current situation, he realized that he was in pain. An enormous amount of pain. It was this pain that was keeping him rooted in this moment, this moment of insane uncertainty and horror.

In the disorienting landscape, he attempted to push himself up, but his limbs felt like they were made of lead. The absence of the familiar weight of his prosthetic limb left him unbalanced, a stark reminder of his vulnerability. Panic clawed at the edges of his consciousness as he struggled to make sense of this surreal and seemingly hostile environment.

As he gingerly explored the dirt ditch that he now found himself in, his fingers met nothing but the cold dirt. The absence of the truck, the road, and even parts of his own physical form was disconcerting. It was as if he had been erased from the fabric of reality, left alone in a dimension that defied logic.

Through the pain, he could also feel the immense coldness. Where a moment ago there was heat, beating down on him through the vents of the now vanished truck, he was left with only the cold of the great outdoors. 

Time seemed to stretch and warp in this strange space, leaving him with a sense of isolation and uncertainty. He called out, but his voice echoed into nothingness. The echoes were haunting, bouncing back to him as a reminder of this new landscape that surrounded him.

In the absence of physical landmarks or sensory cues, he grappled with a disconcerting loss of orientation. The lines between reality and unreality blurred, and he questioned whether the events that unfolded were a manifestation of his own psyche or if he had truly entered an alternate realm.

As he lay there, a flicker of determination ignited within him. Even in this bizarre and disconcerting situation, the essence of his resilience remained. With a deep breath, he mustered the strength to rise, determined to navigate this surreal world and find answers, or at the very least, a way back to the familiar terrain of the open road. But as he tried to stand, the stark reminder of his prosthetic leg disappearing knocked him back on his feet.

Through tears in his eyes, he tried to survey his surroundings again. "It's so weird," he said with a pained voiced, "everything is gone". He looked at himself, finally noticing that he wasn't wearing any clothes. Here he was in a ditch where a road once was, spilled there from a vanishing truck, that had once passed telephone poles, and farms, also gone. 

He used every ounce of energy he had in him, and started pulling himself forward. As he crawled through the desolate landscape, his hands scraped against the coarse dirt, leaving trails of disturbed particles in his wake. The barren expanse seemed to stretch infinitely, offering no respite from the torment that gripped him.

The air all around him felt heavy, and the silence was oppressive. His labored breaths echoed, a haunting soundtrack to his struggle. Each movement was a triumph over the pain that threatened to overwhelm him, a testament to his determination to reunite with his family.

His thoughts became a lifeline, a source of strength amid the physical and emotional turmoil. The image of Delaney, and John fueled his resolve, anchoring him to the purpose of his journey. The pain, though unrelenting, became a secondary concern compared to the urgency of his mission—to find his way back to the familiar world, to the road, and ultimately to the embrace of his loved ones. At least, he hoped so. He had no way of knowing if this event had happened to everyone, or just to him.

The landscape offered no clues, no landmarks to guide him. The featureless terrain seemed to mock his efforts, stretching out endlessly. Yet, the man pressed on, his spirit unbroken. With each painful inch, he carried the weight of his love and responsibility, a beacon guiding him through the void.

As he continued his agonizing journey, the boundaries between reality and the unknown blurred. The pain became a constant companion, merging with the surreal landscape that surrounded him. And through the struggle, he clung to the belief that, somewhere beyond this desolate expanse, the open road and the comforting embrace of his family awaited.

The man's heart sank as he realized the extent of the event that seemed to surround him. The absence of the familiar structures that defined human civilization left him with a profound sense of isolation. The landscape, once a canvas painted with the marks of human existence, now stretched out as a desolate tableau of emptiness.

He pressed on, each painful movement a testament to his determination to pierce through the silence and reach the unknown destination that held the promise of answers. The stain of blood on the ground marked his trail, a morbid breadcrumb path through the featureless terrain. His stump leg, injured in the fall from a truck going sixty miles, was in agony.

As he traversed this barren wasteland, the reality of his missing limb weighed heavily on him. The loss, both physical and symbolic, echoed the desolation that now engulfed the world. The pain, an unrelenting companion, seemed to merge with the emptiness that permeated the air.

The man's thoughts, once focused solely on the urgency of reaching his family, now drifted to questions of what had led him to this place. The surreal landscape, devoid of human touch, held an unsettling mystery that begged for understanding. Was this a manifestation of his own subconscious, or had he stumbled upon a realm that existed beyond the confines of his comprehension?

Through the tears and the pain, he continued his arduous journey, propelled by the unwavering determination to find answers and, above all, to reunite with the ones he loved. The Event, which his mind had has now dubbed this strange disappearance of the evidence of man, may have swallowed the familiar world, but he clung to the hope that somewhere beyond it, the road to his family still existed.

 


Tuesday, November 28, 2023

The Un-Read Writer


Imagine, my friends, if you will, that you like to write. Let's also imagine that you aren't some high selling writer, it's just something that you do that you enjoy. I have enjoyed writing my entire life. I'm not sure why, I just have. I've written short stories, poems, song lyrics, and even finished the first draft on one novel. The problem I have with writing is that nobody wants to read it. It really knocks the wind out of my sails, and I give up on what I'm writing. What's the point of writing something that nobody is going to read? Even those closest to me don't read it. So why do I bother? Honestly, I don't know. Should I stop writing? Probably. In the end it's a waste of time. Anyhow, this is just something that has been bothering me. 

Maybe if I post the chapters of the book I'm working on, one of you will read it? Is there anybody out there?

Imagine, my friends... isn't this where we came in?

-Rob

Monday, November 27, 2023

Depressing Christmas

Even Santa has had enough :(


Hello everyone out there in Internet Land. It is I, Rob. Today I'm going to be talking a bit about the season we are now in. No, I'm not talking about one of the four seasons, but rather the Christmas Season.

What is this Christmas season? Well, for some, this is a wonderful season of happiness, and of giving. But for many others this is a season of stress. Why? Well, to get to that one day, that mythical birth of that mythical deity, we go through a lot of stress. There is so much preparation for just one day. There are gifts to buy, food to make, and bills still need paid. Your utilities do not care if Christmas is coming, and you have a literal gackle of kids. They only care about their money, and that they get it from you on time. Taxes must be paid on your paycheck, so that you can pay taxes on the car, that drives on the road you pay taxes for, that gets you to wherever you're going shopping, so you can pay taxes on your purchases. 

And now for the really sad part; the money that used to take you so far last year, will not take you as far this year. First of all, you didn't get a raise this year. Nor did you last year. And some of those that you love like to remind you how "not good enough" you really are. Or the year before. Second of all, what you bought last year will cost you a hell of a lot more than it did this year. Just look at grocery prices! Not only is the price continuously going up on those groceries, but the amount you're getting is less, and the quality is way down. And luckily for all of us, these groceries are a necessity. So I guess little Sally isn't going to be getting that bike this year. But if she's lucky, she'll have a hot bowl of ramen noodles to eat for Christmas. God bless us all.

I remember being a kid and looking very much forward to Christmas. It was a magical time, full of hope for amazing gifts, time spent with family, and time spent away from work. Looking back on those times, I can't imagine how tough it was on my parents, who had to make sure we had that delighted look in our eyes for just that one fleeting morning. I wish I could get that magic back. The upside is that I do get to see that look in the eyes of my kids. How many kids? Well, I have five bio-kids, and three bonus-kids. That's a lot of happy faces on Christmas Morning.

So, you ask me where I'm going with all of this? Honestly, I don't know. All I do know is that money is tight, and I am stressed. But for just one perfect hour on December 25th, none of that matters. All that matters is that my kids get that happy look in their eyes, that they'll one day wax poetic on years down the road. Because, my friend, money sucks, and the middle-class is gone. Welcome to USA, where only the rich can live their lives doing what they want. The rest of us get bullshit jobs, shitty health-care, and far more days of stress and depression than we do days of happiness.

Enjoy your Christmas morning folks. It's the only day of the year where there are more people smiling than crying. Just the way our government overlords want it. Hell, that's why we have stuff to sell, and people to sell it. Because the government needs a bigger piece of Christmas pie than the rest of deserve. God bless America... I guess.

Sunday, November 19, 2023

Hello, Peeps!

Greetings, dear community! It's your amicable pal, Rob, dropping in after what feels like an eternity since my last post. I trust you're all navigating the twists and turns of life with resilience. As for me, the days were sailing smoothly until I found myself entangled in a relentless loop of the infamous Mariah Carey Christmas song. Now, don't get me wrong; I'm all for the festive spirit, but the 3,000th repetition has left me questioning the sanity of it all. Is there an end to this musical madness, or am I destined to endure the dulcet tones of "All I Want for Christmas Is You" ad infinitum? The hope for respite persists, but until then, you might catch me shedding a tear or two in protest. After all, even the most robust human spirit can be worn down by the relentless onslaught of a tune that, in my humble opinion, transcends the boundary between festive cheer and auditory torment. Stay strong, my friends; I'm only human, and this, unfortunately, is the current soundtrack to my holiday season woes.

Now, let's delve a bit deeper into the reasons behind this unexpected missive. As the clock inches towards the late hours, I find myself caught in the delicate dance between the remnants of an early rise and the encroaching fatigue that shadows a day well-spent. The keyboard beneath my fingertips bears witness to a tired mind grappling with the musings that typically dance across the synapses. Perhaps it's the weariness of the day that has rendered my thoughts elusive, leaving me with a sense of verbal desolation. It's not for lack of interest or desire to engage in meaningful discourse, but rather a confluence of circumstances that have conspired to silence the eloquence that usually resides here. I'm acutely aware that this communication might seem an inconsequential meandering, and for that, I extend my sincerest apologies if it has, in any way, encroached upon the valuable moments of your time. If only words flowed as effortlessly as water from a well, this epistle might have held more substance. Alas, tonight's offerings may fall short of the mark, but I appreciate your indulgence nonetheless.

As the digital embers of our conversation begin to fade, signaling the end of this virtual rendezvous, I find myself bidding you, my esteemed companions in the vast expanse of the online realm, a fond farewell. The hands of the clock, relentless in their march, usher me towards the embrace of the night. A symphony of yawns and weary sighs plays in the background, underscoring the undeniable need for repose after a day's endeavors. The metaphorical curtain descends on the stage of our interaction, the pixels dimming one by one as the screen echoes the serenity of a peaceful night. The pillows beckon, and the siren call of dreams lures me into the realm of the subconscious. So, with a heart full of gratitude for the shared moments, I embark on the journey to the Land of Nod. May the stars above weave tales of whimsy in your dreams, and may the night cradle you in its gentle embrace. Until we rendezvous in the realms of cyberspace once more, good night, dear companions.

Samantha's First Standalone Post

 Okay!

Finally I am getting to this!

So as the introduction post said I am Samantha Mallory, I'm sixteen, and I would like to make a blog page for my dad and I.

I overdosed in May and I really have been wanting to do something for my dad to show him I am doing better (which I am).

This school year is my Junior year.

I decided to finally join some school clubs this year. Those are FCCLA, or Family Career Community Leaders of America, and speech.

I have yet to start speech because I am individual groups but I am doing amazing in FCCLA.

I may even become the president of FCCLA for our school next year!

I'm halfway done with my Star event and for that I get to go into Hope's (my little sister) kindergarten class this upcoming Tuesday to teach about the importance of reading. 

Speaking of read, I've always loved reading.

I have Goodreads where I was going to try the yearly challenge to read a certain amount of books. I decided not to because it just ruined the fun of reading and for me and I wasn't able to fully take int my reads.

I have an Instagram, or Bookstagram rather, where I talk about my reads and show some love to some amazing authors.

I also love writing so maybe one day I'll have my own book.

Speaking of writings, I suck at understanding commas so if those are messed up or not there where it needs to be that is why.

I would go into some deeper details but I think I'm going to wait.

Anyways,

I am really excited and I hope I can keep up this blog withy my best frined, my Daddyton  <3


With Love,


Samantha 


P.S.

Here's some of my recent pictures










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